It hurts!

Sometimes I miss you...
You know why I never fall in love?Yes, I never find “the guy.”
Yes, I like being single.
Yes, I don’t want the hassle.
But that’s NOT the reason why!
It’s not even true that I don’t fall in love…
I do.
Every day.
‘Cuz I’ve been in love… Since forever…
…with you.
The way you talk.
The way you make me laugh.
The way you show you care.
Makes me fall for you…
Over and over again!
So, the truth is – I’ve been in love since ages…
…and will keep loving you…
Not because I want to.
Not because I like to.
Not because you love me back.
…’cuz I know you don’t.
But because I’m helpless…
Every time I turn away.
Every time I wanna go.
Every time I think this is enough…
I hear you call my name…
…and I come rushing back to you…
It feels nice to be needed.
But then, there is a difference between NEEDED and USED.

You talk because you need to.
You make me laugh because you are bored otherwise.
You show you care because…
…I don’t know. Maybe you just like to lie.
And so, I’m in love… when I don’t wanna be.
I told you not to play with me.
I told you that, “I’m mad.”
I told you I would fall in love…
“Fine,” you’d said.
It was fine for you that I fall for you.
It is disaster for me that I fell in love.
…With You? Again?!?
‘Cuz you don’t love me back.
You never have.
You never will.
Still, sometimes I miss you…

It hurts!! Love hurts!!