Monday, November 21, 2011

Eureka! I did it ..

Eureka I did it!!
(Saturatory warning- this is the 2nd part of "Being in love at first")

Totally depressed.
I have not seen my “cherub” from the past one month. I know he must be feeling very degrading, and I too undergo the same. But that doesn’t mean he will not come to school either. My “School-Charya” was use to be like-

Enter in school- peep in his class –assembly -peep in his class -classes- peep in his class- recess- peep in his class- classes- peep in his classpeep in his class- peep in his class- exit!

My life was day-by-day getting terrible... you all must understand what happens when you don’t get a look of your crush for months. It makes you crush* yaar!!
He is irresistible. I was more and more day-dreaming for some miracle- can it be ME and HIM on a beach?? Sunset point??  *blush*
It’s been a month now and now it getting harder and harder…
And moreover, there is no way, I can talk to him.
=(
It was 16th of august,
I tried my best to ask Aaryan’s friend for his e-mail id. But they were all like ready-to-eat-the-goat. So, better not to place your hand in tiger’s mouth! I failed. I tried searching him on Orkut (as till then facebook was not in trend), but alas! No accurate result. I made a call to Nitya for some help.
“Hello Nati??” I said.
“ya, Aayu. Kya hua?”
Naa, nothing just tell me any mutual frnd of us and Aaryan?”
“Mutual frnd... kyun?” she always have this habit of quizzing people. Uff!!
“Aree, you just tell me, Tanmay needs.” I lied
“Why Tanmay needs Aaryan’s whereabouts?” she lingered
“NITYA!! Just tell me.” I bashed on her.
“Achaa baba, Sherli di hai na. Ask her.” She alleged. I felt this urge of rushing up to her and hugging her. Then I stopped myself as time was rushing naahh!!
I fata-fat made a call to Sherli di. “she is a girl” so, it will be very easy to get thing out of her.
“Hey Di! Aayushi here” I screamed.
“Hi” she said yawning. I think she was sleeping.
“Diiiii…” I shouted.
“Yaa!! Aayu, say whatsss up?” still gaping.
“Everything is fine” trying to come straight to the point.
“Ok. What else?” still yawning. She is very Lazy! Very means VERY!
“Di, is there anyone in our school who is good at guitar and stuff” I said. Fingers-crossed!
“Guitar… Yaa.. HAI!!” She shouted abruptly.
“Who who?” I asked twice.
“Hmm.. Aaryan Jain, he is my classmate and damn good friend. Mast banda hai!”
“Ok” I said.
“But, why do you need?” she said throwing a sword against my heart.
“Di, my friend needs.” I lied to her also.
“Ok, then should I give u his mobile no. or address?” she commence automatically. WOW!!
“No, just an e-mail id will do”
“Yaa sure- dieselbond17@gmail.com.”
“Ok. Thanks di. TTYL 
“Bu....” she tried to say something but I banged the phone on her.
Darn excited with *blush-smile* on my face. I went straight to my PC- logged in on orkut
Password- blusher-blusher.
And search for him.
“Yes..Yes..Yes!! Mil gaya!!” I shrieked. I clicked on his link and started mugging up things which was visible as a STRANGER !!! :P

Dob- 17th January
Sex- male
Location- Kota, Rajasthan
Bio- Music is my second soul.
Ethnicity: Asian
Fashion: alternative, casual, contemporary, designer, smart, trendy
Smoking: no
Drinking: no
Pets: I don't like pets
Passions: music, dancing, playing guitar $ jazz drum etc
Sports: basketball, baseball, cricket, tennis
Music: depends on mood
Personal
Eye color: black
Hair color: light brown
Build: slim
Looks: attractive
Best feature: hair
Turn Ons: body piercing, dancing, intelligence, long hair, power, thrills, thunderstorms
Vedios- MP3 Mera Pehla Pehla Pyar
              I Just Wanna Spend My Life with You
              Aye Hip-Hopper.

I went upon every single detail and made mental note of it. I tried out his scrap, but it wasn’t visible. Alas! Photos also not observable. Then after thinking 100 times I sent him request (friend-request). I waited for an hour for approval. I logged out and lay on my bed thinking about- US! With earphones up in my ear.

“I was thinking about him,
Thinking about me
Thinking about us
What we gonna be?
Opened my eyes huh!
It’s only just a dream...”

A song by Nelly played in my head and I dozed off. I woke up at 9.30pm directly logged in again.
“Fuck man! He accepted” I screamed.
This means he still remembers me. Ohh! Man. (that was very obvious- Music room baby!). With this thought I stopped jumping!
I went again to his profile and started reading all the scraps. They were all formal. Taking it as a profit I scarped him a “HI”. I was sweating till then but in half in hour he replied “Hey! Wassup?.”
The "OUR" conversation took off-

Aayu- Im f9. You?
Aaryan- Im great.
Aayu- so you remember me?
Aaryan- Yaeh! I do. Music room... The singer rgt?
Aayu- Ohh!! Cool.. So why aren’t you coming to school?
Aaryan- ‘cause of my Brother’s marriage.
Aayu- Shadii-Waddi haan??!!
Aaryan- Gotta go! BRB. =)

I waited till midnight then I logged out. I was on cloud 9 after the conversation. It was like I have captured all the happiness! I dance that whole night (No! not classical). With all that silly dreams of “US” I placed my earphones again-

“You’re stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I can’t pretend though I try to hide- I like you
I like you!!
I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I’m standing here and I hardly breathe- you got me
Yeah! You got me!!”

17th August-

“Who let the DOG’s out.. buufff.. bufff.. buufff”

NO! That I wasn’t singing, it’s my alarm tone that always woke everyone in my family bar me!
“SHIT” It was 6.40 already. And my bus will arrive at 6.55. I ran for my clothes to bathroom.
Brushed-Bathed-Dressed-Ran in just 15 min in sum. Luckily I got my bus. Relax.
Today I didn’t peeped in his class as I know he won’t be coming….
But then, I saw a blurred outline of his coming straight towards me. He was him. SHIT!! Again... Shiver-Pink-red-blush-smile!!
I don’t know the reason why he is at school today? By each passing second he was getting nearer and nearer to me and my heartbeat getting louder and louder. *shiver*
“Hey” he said and smiled to me as he passed.
“Heeee..” I tried to say but my mouth was wide opened!
Embarrassed again!

That day WE passed smile many-a-times to each other. I started thinking that he came to school just for me. But, whatever be the reason, I was enormously terrified with such a huge surprise.
After school, I scraped him on orkut-
“Hey!
I think I LIKE you a lot.
=))”

There was some tickling in my heart that time. He was getting more special for me day by day! Special in some other intellect. But I have no idea whether he likes me or not? With this thought, the lump in my throat got dry. I wanted to gulp but that thought was still roaming here and there in my skull.
Next day in the school was horrible. The news headline was that Aayushi proposed Aaryan. Just within 9 hours the whole school comes to know about the scrap! Every single bloody kid was talking about me and him and my so called proposal scarp! (Crap!)
He didn’t reply to that scarp (obviously) and vanished again from my life.
Now, this was my mistake. I forced him to disappear. I made him vanish because of my childishness. Anyone would get dumped with this kind of roamer in school. I started cursing myself for doing so. I think this was the end of our relation. And he will never-ever talk to me after this incident!
Days and nights were all the same, filled with solitaire and lunacy.
But 3 days past he came to school, and he smiled at me too. 4 times, I counted. I was happy that he was not angry with me now.
He must be felt dishonorable and shocking that I did that to him. But from that smile, what I made out was that he wasn’t annoyed with me. He must have felt special also. No matter whatever happened I’m still blushing and smiling!
But a thought to believe in-
Tous bien quand finit bien” (All’s well when ends well) 
=)

4 comments:

  1. Ooohh @!! terrific gal !
    you rock.
    :)

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  2. heads offf!!!!!!!!!!
    tussi gr8 hoo jee

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  3. Ultimate one !! :)

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  4. awwww...this is so sweet and lovable <3 <3
    Keep writing
    :)
    God bless

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